today has been splendid.
-i got my pocahontas boots and im wearing them right now with one of my favorite shirts.
-i had my presentation for freshman studies and it went pretty good...it was probably one of the most boring group presentations. im fine with that.
-im drinking MoBeta Odwalla juice. its superb. and 89% fruit puree, 100% amazing.
last night was the bomb. well sorta. the very last minutes of my day were really good. i went for a walk at 11:40 and it was really nice jsut to walk by myself and to be able to think without all of the noise. i guess i go through phases where i like being by myself. although this particular phase has been really long, i really dont mean to be antisocial. i love my friends and i love talking to people, but i need to get away sometimes.
It occured to me last night that i havent actually thought in a long time. i mean, i think in school, and i guess maybe i decided that i dont need to think about things when im outside of the classroom. I know that sounds weird but i havent actually stopped to think about where my life is going, what im doing, or what my purpose is here. Im kind of at a weird point in my life and im not really one to talk about feelings but its like a strange happiness mixed with other weird emotions. I really love my life and im happy here, but some people really confuse me and its causing me a lot of frustration. I really like figuring people out, and when i cant, i dwell on it for a long time. Anyway i guess i just think that i wish people would talk to me-really talk to me- and tell me whats going on in their lives. I dont like it when people are inconsiderate and dont call me back...no one likes that. I wish that people wouldn't use me when they have nothing else to do or they dont have any one else to hang out with. I mean, i dont mind, its just that I dont like being a time-filler.
anyway i know that was all really vague and youre probably wondering who these "people" are. its just stuff thats been building up for a while and im tired of it.
maybe you should just talk to me.
Monday, December 3, 2007
banana bread+odwalla juice
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Hey, I just made this account. I'm not sure if it says my name but just in case it doesn't, this is Edgar, by the way. :) I hope you don't think I'm one of those who wants to hang out with you just to pass the time. I think you're really cool and I wish we hung out more. :] I went by your room earlier today to see if you wanted to go get dinner but you weren't there. :[ It was nice talking to you tonight though. I always love it when we run into each other around campus or the dorm and start talking. Hey, are you going to the Festival of Lights tomorrow? I'm going with some friends. If you're going maybe you can meet up with us. Well, it's up to you but I'd make me happy if you did. Keep blogging. I like reading things like this. :)
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