swollen

i hate surprises. like for example, the fact that i just found out im allergic to bee stings. my hand seriously looks like a fat persons hand..its really cute. last weekend i went with my leadership group on a retreat. it was alright i guess. i dont really fit in with them....i guess im not really hyper 24/7. we did miscellaneous things including a ropes course on sunday. i think it was supposed to make me feel like i could conquer my fear of heights and such but all i got from it was an intense wedgie from my harness. it was epic. then i got back later on sunday and had to do a tour for some prospective steds kids. i really like tour guiding, but getting attacked by a bee is not really waht i had in mind. today i skipped all my classes (3) bc i didnt feel good. i have a slight fever and my hand is still puffy. ive taken a buttload of benadryls and i look like death.

yesterday my brother killed a water moccasin. im proud to be related to such a hardcore person.

highlights of the weekend and today:
-running into a door in the darkroom on friday
-failing miserably at eating a prickly pear cactus fruit ( i got stickers all over my hand and legs and tounge)
-bee sting + benadryl (obviously the coolest thing)
-Alya telling Clint, the old guy who worked the ropes course, "i mean this in the most respectul way, sir, you have balls"
-freakishly long messages on facebook
-finding out that there is such a thing as fried cookie dough and fried snickes bar ( which sounds completely disgusting)


did you know 20 years of your life is spent sleeping? it seems crazy.

time for sleep.