"its whatever"-austin darden

im home after record timing for the drive home. im amazing...it usually takes 2 hours and 30 min but it took me like 1 hour and 50 min. was i speeding? YES. bigtime. i was also dancing to the amazing cd austin made me. seriously, it was the most intense dancing while driving at the same time.

tomorrow i will be bringing my bro some chik fil a at school. and hanging out with lauren and hollie hopefully! im pumped!

about my last post, please ignore it because "it's whatever" and stupid and high school. and also nothing will ever happen. i just get obsessed with what ifs...which is lame to the 64th power. i have decided that i will not think about these things any longer bc they have already caused me enough annoyances.

my new favorite instrument is the synthesizer. im also a huge fan of the banjo, which is definitely an instrument i have been meaning to take up. hand bells are cool too, though.



I gave up chocolate for a month starting yesterday. i think i accidentaly had some today though, in this oatmeal crumble bar i bought at whole foods. also a special thanks to austin for tempting me so brutally with the chocolate drizzled cheezecake, i really appreciate it. im doing it because i think it will be a good reminder for myself not to give in to what society wants me to do (though they are not telling me to eat chocolate 24/7, i think its just a good way to remind myself). Im still trying to get into my Beth Moore bible study...i got to the 6th session which i guess is like the 6th week but lately it hasnt been consistent.anyway thats the reason im giving up chocolate too, bc in Daniel, Babylon symbolizes todays world and how we are so over-indulgent. i definitely am and i need to start living more simply. how do i do that? i guess ill think about that and write more later.

goodnight kids. sleepy time is calling.